Sanctity of Marriage? Really?
I wish someone would explain to me how anyone can claim that gays should not be allowed to marry because it would take away the sanctity of marriage. Marriage is sacred as long as it is between a man and woman? Well, not exactly; Mario Lopez and Ali Landry who dated for six years were married less than two weeks. Dennis Rodman and Carmen Electra were married a total of nine days, as well as Cher...
Well, I have had another stress filled day, putting up with my roommates. Let me start by saying I live with a lesbian couple. S (47) and A (29) they have a baby C who is 8 weeks old. Problem is they fight all the time. One (S) is a very masculine hardware store employee, the other a white trash druggie. They fight all the time, and honestly it is getting a bit old for me. I try not to let the stress from them deflect onto me, but that is hard.
So I guess I am to the point of trying to find a new place. I have lived with them since June of 2011 and frankly I have become so stressed from living with them, I am no longer myself. I realized that I no longer do any of the things I love, I have stopped going out, knowing I would worry the whole time, about what I will come home to, and what that fight will be about. I have stopped going to church, stopped getting dressed, and sleep most of the time, getting 10-15 hours sleep in any give 24 hour period, and spending the rest of my time hermit-ed in my bedroom, and alluding them both.
I am truly sick and tired of living like this, tired of not being myself. Then there is also the coupled stress of my grandmother, and her dementia. Having to go over and visit her every day or every other day, answering the same question a hundred times, and having to pretend to be who ever it is she thinks I am on that particular day. As well as dealing with her husband whom she married after my grandfathers death. He is a puertorican fella, who lived in one of her ten rental properties. Yeah he knew what he was doing when he married her.
I am just so tired of the stress!
I guess I do have one thing to look forward to, I am house sitting for a friend, and caring for her mother-in-law and pets. It is a peaceful home, and always fun. If I can just put the thought of coming home out of my mind, and the thought of what hell may break loose while I am gone.
Anyway, I am off to bed. I am going to try and get myself up, and head off to church tomorrow. Dont worry I will update the other blog first though!
Stay tuned… posts will begin soon!